Woke up this morning with a pain in my chest. Battled myself to not be upset.
Every minute has become a conscious effort to be happy in my own skin.
Then he texts me. Asking if I hooked up with somebody else. I ignored him until four more texts later when he sent a mean and hurtful text. We then bickered back and forth for a while until he wore me down and I told him the truth (that I did not do anything, even though it was none of his business). I opened up to him again, just for him to keep his walls up.
Why does he bother contacting me? What does he want from me?
... Why did I answer?
I just feel tired.
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