Woke up this morning and definitely had a pain in my chest, and churning in my stomach.
I haven't been eating much as of late. Today will be another day that I probably eat very little.
I guess I'm just missing him again today. Or I'm hurt because he never answered my e-mail or text messages.
I think maybe it scares me most to realize I may never speak to him again. Well, besides my terrifying fear that he doesn't miss me anymore. But I guess he can't miss me that much if he's still moving forward so much while I am stuck in yesterday.
I've got to accept how he feels and understand I can't change it.
I'm letting it go.
I won't hear from him today, or tomorrow, or anytime soon, probably.
And I will still wake up every morning.
... It's gonna be a tough day. :/
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